OK so I am having a hard time right now with some things. Firstly scrapping, I just can't get motivated. I want to partake in the fun at Scrap -diner but just can't get motivated to do it. I see so many of the other peoples creations and mine looks like shit. OK well enough about that.... next my Dad yells at me last night on the phone while driving home from Pine cone Press Book Club. He is having problems with his Ex-Wife and her fat ass Daughter they keep harassing my Dad and his Lady friend Ernie and I simply made a comment and he yelled at me. (I know you are going to read this Dad) I try so hard for you acceptance all the time. It always seems like or I feel like I get put on the back burner for The Bitch Brandi. She is not even your flesh and blood. What I don't understand is you say you helped raise her that maybe true....but what about Richard? You never try there. You helped raise him....Hell he even has your last name. He is sick and dying. I know you feel sorry for Jonie and Brandi because they had a hard life....you forget I did too. I went through the same shit. I just decided to pull up my bootstraps and trudge on. I may have a somewhat nice home, a good husband, and wonderful kids, and a JOB!!!! But Dammit I Went through a lot of pain to get here. Just take some time and notice the good people please.
Here is a layout I did of Mr. B from his Thanksgiving play....
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hey my dear friend...
i am so sorry that you are going through this 'valley'. sometimes life isn't fair and it definitely isn't always fun!!
your dad knows that you love him and only want the best for him. he also loves you tremendously and would fight for you... even though you don't feel that way. he is extremely proud of who you have become and what you have done with your life {you have accomplished much!!} you just got caught in the middle as the pin was already pulled from the grenade and POW!! you were the one that got the explosion. it wasn't your fault and it should not have been directed at you.
you have had quite a few upsets lately, that affect you & your family greatly, they have been things beyond your control. so when you think that something is in your control or controlled by someone who can do something about it, you want to fight back. all natural responses...
don't beat yourself up for stating your opinions, because those opinions are backed by love and concern for your dad. even though he exploded, he knows that too.
hang in there girlfriend... you will all make it through this storm. and you know that i am right here for you...
love ya!!
by the way... mr. b's layout is too adorable. is he giving the emancipation proclamation??!!
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